Unless some miracle happens between now and 9am tomorrow, I will be putting Virginia to sleep. She was more difficult to force feed tonight. Her choice is clear. All I can do is make it easier on her. Unless our vet has some miracle in wait tomorrow, I say good bye to my best friend, my sister, my child of 19 years and almost 3 months. It’s not even been a full month since Amano was put to sleep.

Yeah, I’m a mess right now.